Do I have intimacy issues?
Last night I think I may have had the absolute worst night of my life!
just kidding ;)
I had one of my better ones actually! I had the pleasure of spending the evening with a intellectual and beautiful woman. Kelley, you know who you are (and now everyone else does too. lol)
Let me give a rundown of some events that took place to clarify the importance of this new person in my life. (This will give the girls at Edenwald something to talk about while they sip on Starbucks.) :
Christy B. was Laura's roomate from College @ York. I ended up being my sister's date to Christy's interesting Polish wedding reception (see : me blog you long time). I met Kelley, a girl that intrigued the hell out of me, that night. She had a story about this guy who broke her heart named Kenny. I instantly sympathized with her, having been through something similar in my life. I thought we hit it off!
I digress.
After hunting down her personal information, I talked to her on the phone the other night for 3 hours (a new record). I think we both realized that we were a relatively good fit as far as conversation goes. I am attracted to her, I guess that goes without saying, however I think the fact that she is so smart is what really turns me on. She uses words like autonomy, and idiosyncrasies. That is my type of woman..."Oh yeah baby, talk nerdy to me". In all seriousness this is what hits my hot spot (my cerebellum baby)
So I talked to her last night for 5 hours (newer record) and I loved every minute of it. We laughed, we cried, we hurled. J/K So I think that both of us were really happy to be around someone who fits the mold of what we were, are, or will be looking for one day.
It went past the point that she was a redhead (all time fantasy of every guy) to the fact that she was a fascinating, sexy, and complete person.
I finally, after asking to stay there, worked up the nerve to kiss her. I was so lame! hahaha! I know it! I think it would have been more smooth if I had given her a note stating : "Do you like me?...Circle yes no or maybe." She was a great kisser and our styles didn't offend each other. Obviously adjusting to someone different is difficult, but we made a smooth transition. I believe you can tell quite a bit about someone from a kiss too. I held on to her when she went to sleep and I didn't want her to go to bed, but it was late.
She told me that she like the way i looked at her. She had to know how easy it was to continue doing so. I like her a lot. I just wish we would have met earlier in life, seeing as how this is a bad time for both of us.
For what I believe to be the beginning of wonderful things to come, I will never forget this night. She was very honest with me. She thinks I'm confusing my feelings for her with the feelings of comfort. She says that maybe I was lacking intimacy in my relationship recently. She is probably right, but I knew how good it felt to hang on to her last night. I had really been thinking about it for quite a while. This proves that my prior relationship was going nowhere fast. I think I might have come on too strong, and I don't want her to think that I am some kind of freak. So, Kelley, sorry about that...(turning pink). Instead of being just a "hot redhead" she has an will become so much more than that. I can't wait til we can hang out again. I am a bit nervous though, I can't compete with midgets. Especially if they are wrestlers!
Whether or not this thing pans out to be "just friends" or not, I am so happy to have Kelley in my life.
just kidding ;)
I had one of my better ones actually! I had the pleasure of spending the evening with a intellectual and beautiful woman. Kelley, you know who you are (and now everyone else does too. lol)
Let me give a rundown of some events that took place to clarify the importance of this new person in my life. (This will give the girls at Edenwald something to talk about while they sip on Starbucks.) :
Christy B. was Laura's roomate from College @ York. I ended up being my sister's date to Christy's interesting Polish wedding reception (see : me blog you long time). I met Kelley, a girl that intrigued the hell out of me, that night. She had a story about this guy who broke her heart named Kenny. I instantly sympathized with her, having been through something similar in my life. I thought we hit it off!
I digress.
After hunting down her personal information, I talked to her on the phone the other night for 3 hours (a new record). I think we both realized that we were a relatively good fit as far as conversation goes. I am attracted to her, I guess that goes without saying, however I think the fact that she is so smart is what really turns me on. She uses words like autonomy, and idiosyncrasies. That is my type of woman..."Oh yeah baby, talk nerdy to me". In all seriousness this is what hits my hot spot (my cerebellum baby)
So I talked to her last night for 5 hours (newer record) and I loved every minute of it. We laughed, we cried, we hurled. J/K So I think that both of us were really happy to be around someone who fits the mold of what we were, are, or will be looking for one day.
It went past the point that she was a redhead (all time fantasy of every guy) to the fact that she was a fascinating, sexy, and complete person.
I finally, after asking to stay there, worked up the nerve to kiss her. I was so lame! hahaha! I know it! I think it would have been more smooth if I had given her a note stating : "Do you like me?...Circle yes no or maybe." She was a great kisser and our styles didn't offend each other. Obviously adjusting to someone different is difficult, but we made a smooth transition. I believe you can tell quite a bit about someone from a kiss too. I held on to her when she went to sleep and I didn't want her to go to bed, but it was late.
She told me that she like the way i looked at her. She had to know how easy it was to continue doing so. I like her a lot. I just wish we would have met earlier in life, seeing as how this is a bad time for both of us.
For what I believe to be the beginning of wonderful things to come, I will never forget this night. She was very honest with me. She thinks I'm confusing my feelings for her with the feelings of comfort. She says that maybe I was lacking intimacy in my relationship recently. She is probably right, but I knew how good it felt to hang on to her last night. I had really been thinking about it for quite a while. This proves that my prior relationship was going nowhere fast. I think I might have come on too strong, and I don't want her to think that I am some kind of freak. So, Kelley, sorry about that...(turning pink). Instead of being just a "hot redhead" she has an will become so much more than that. I can't wait til we can hang out again. I am a bit nervous though, I can't compete with midgets. Especially if they are wrestlers!
Whether or not this thing pans out to be "just friends" or not, I am so happy to have Kelley in my life.
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